Heart Heart Heartbreak.
Thursday, 07 January 2010
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I have no self-control
Kill me. I am eating rock candy like nobody's business, spending my whole day watching 90210 like no one's business. Shoot me already. -
Drama Update
My goodness, Make It Or Break It, back from its mid-season break, is helluva exciting. &Yes, Razor (Nico Tortorella!!!) returns while Damon is sent packing. I love Damon okay, he is so ultimately sweet. Damn, I should have referred you guys to Damon while answering the question thing yesterday. Really, Damon is super awesome, if you were Damon I'd melt too. Heart meltz. &Razor, well, he was kind of a jerk in the show, but Wei and I are really really hoping he'd be sweet and nice and awesome like Damon because, that'll be so awesome for heart melting, plus he is so hot. Just like in TBL.
Seriously, when Razor turned up, I jumped in my seat. I really love Nico Tortorella and his character in TBL, Cole and all, but I didn't like Razor in the 11th episode of MIOBI because he was kind of a jerk.
But away from that, I've started on another series. Hahahaha, kill me. It's 90210. YAY. I'm very excited.
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Just to kill Time.
While waiting for Weiling to come online so I can watch Make It Or Break It with her, I shall do this thing from Puay Ying's blogzzz.
What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
1. Be Nico Tortorella, seriously, I'd fall head over heels for him.
2. Be a S.N.A.G. and of course, be sweet. Sweeter than honey if possible.
3. Be nice (do I really have to say this?)
4. Be gentlemanly (I'm serious.)
5. Buy me lots of chocolate (who said love can't be bought, well, you can, if the girl is as greedy as I am, or if she is Ainslie. HAAHAHAHAHA)
6. If you aren't Nico Tortorella, you can be Orlando Bloom.
7. Cook me PA-SHI-PING-GUO or chocolate souffle.
8. Change your name to Kai Xin or Deng Lei.
I know the question is asking for one thing. I really have to write a list. Plus, if I really had to choose one, it'd be the first one. Duh.
Are you a girly girl?
I don't think so.
I braved mountain-climbing, camps, toilets in China and all the Teng trainings, I think it's safe to say I am not a girly girl. &My other favourite colour is not pink, it's teal-turquoise-blue-ish.
Big or small purses?
I like them all. Bring it on.
Do you enjoy drama?
YES YES YES YES YES YES I HATE MID-SEASON BREAKS. &Drama in my life is good too.
Do you call anybody by their last name?
Yes! KUAAAAAAA I just did.
How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"?
It does?! HAHAHAHA IDK man. Is this a trick question.
Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
HAHAHAHAHA NOPE I'm sorry.
Have you ever been called a bad influence?
Neverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Please look at me luh, I'm super well-behaved.
Do you think you're pretty, honestly?
I'm cute luh, tell y'all alrrrrrrrrrrr. &Please luh, I'm Ariel/Jasmine, I'm gorgeous plzzzz.
Eyeliner or mascara?
Eyeliner.
American Eagle or Hollister?
Hollister. Can't help it, childhood (tweenhood) brand.
Heels or flats?
FLATS, hands down. Unless the heels are Manolo Blahniks.
Skirts or jeans or dresses?
I wear dresses more often than any of the above. But since I just bought new skirts, and I have a new pair of Marc Jacobs, I am really torn among the three. Does it really matter?
Straight or curly hair?
Natural is the best. FTW. But yes, I do like hybrid - wavy. (Hi-five Puay Yinggggggg)
Hoops or dangling earrings?
Studs or chandeliers.
Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes, that day we left the school in LJJ,Sichuan.
Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
I'm leaning towards brown, think Nico Tortorella/Jean-Baptiste Maunier/Wenjie kinda colour. Okay, but sandy blondes are hot too (a la Alex Pettyfer) and so are brunettes (Orlandooooooooo). Okay, I guess it doesn't really matter, but if your hair is like Nico Tortorella... (I should really stop this.)
Do you have a best friend?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS. I LOVE YOU BABES.
Do you like your life?
I know I complain a lot. I don't exactly like it. But I'm super thankful for what I have now - it could have been worse, right?
Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
Walked into, changed, peed, brushed teeth. It's nothing, really.
Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
YES, countless times. Clare's pool covers 75%, someone else's pool, another person's pool. I happen to do that alot. &Somersaults counted.
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes. Emotional much?!
Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yes.
Do you ever wish you were famous?
I am famous alr. Hello? Earth to question.
IN A BOY
Preppy or Punk/both?
In terms of style: Preppy 1 Punk 0.5 (not 0) I mean take a leaf out of Bottega Veneta, Louis Vuitton, Burberry Prorsum, Rag&Bone and Patrik Ervell:
I mean, Preppy is in for Spring 2010! &I mentioned my fetish with cuffed pants a few months ago? Gorgeeeeee. I totally dig that trend, and now it's hitting Spring 2010. &Hermes has really good looks. Thumbs up. Plus Fred Perry leans toward preppy no?
&Yes back to the question.
Punk like Deng Lei YAY YAY YAY. (I know y'all are this close to clobbering me)
I have no idea. I don't do well in extremes. But I'd say Punk with a secretly golden heart. (I told you I missed the LJJ kids.)(Oh, and very Aladdin.)
Contacts or Glasses?
No bloody idea. I don't notice these thingzz. But I love rectangular, plastic-framed, full-framed glasses. Wear it as an accessory even if you have perfect eyesight. Haha.
Good cook or take you out a lot?
WHAT DO YOU THINK?! Of course good cook luh! I was just talking to Ian about having a chef at home. Hahaha. I want a good cook please. (But I'd forgive if dot dot dot if I type it out you guys are going to kill me.) Sorry greedygirl92 here wants chocolate souffle, Nigella Lawson-standard.
Funny or Serious?
Seriously funny. But I'd have to be able to stop laughing.
Cute or Hot?
Tough call. CUTE! Oh wait, but since I'm already so cute, I guess HOT wins. Okay no, CUTE. Bah, what kind of question is this?! Let's settle this diplomatically, how about both.
Long or short hair?
I'd say short, but after looking at the Burberry models with a bit longer hair. I have no idea. But he was blonde and the colour was so nice. I guess not everyone can pull off that rocker hair look. &Alex pettyfer has long-ish hair. Most guys look fine with short hair. SHORT, but nothing is definite or strict here. I hate how this makes it so rigid. Some people just look better with long hair, so it really depends.
Smoker or non-smoker?
It's his life you know, just don't smoke around me, and eat more mints. But I'd prefer a non-smoker. Duh.
Tall or short?
HAHAHAHAHAHA, Well, Kai Xin is short. So....... I think height doesn't matter. He's so sweet!!!!
Who was the last guy you talked to?
DADDY
Do you think best friends can be replaced?
Unless that best friend is a total jerk, never.
Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?
Ainslie Yilin Clare & Moleskine.
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
I don't know. When is it considered deep?
Where's the weirdest place you've changed clothes?
HAHAHAHA. I wouldn't know if it was weird. Hahahaha, but I think it's the storeroom in the gym, or the classroom balcony. Idk man
Are you going anywhere next summer?
I WNA GO TO LONDON FOR SUMMER SALE THANKS
Are you shy?
Totally.
Are you talkative?
No, demuregirl92, I don't talk alot. At all.
One thing you're looking forward to?
Victoria's Secret Fashion Show to come to Singapore. (I hope it happens, so I can go watch it with Clare bear, and see Orlando Bloom.) &Of course our Orlando Bloom/Keira Knightley/Pirates marathon. We UK, don't we? &For The Beautiful Life to hurry upload the rest of the season so I can have more Nico Tortorella although he should be in MIOBI.
Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
Nope. If I say yes and mention who, well, you guys won't want that right. Hint, it's something to do with Happiness and Basketball.
Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
Depends. I can do both. By myself I'm thinking and reflecting mostly.
First person to text today?
Can't remember.
OMG Yes, finally. This really is a time-killer. Thanks Puay Ying. Heehee, just nice, Wei Ling is back!!!! Hahaha. Woohoooooo.
Wednesday, 06 January 2010
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Wasting Away
I really am wasting away, because I am doing whatever I can to not start on work. I even started scrapbooking.
Basically, it's about OCIP so far. (But I get that my xanga itself is bored of having the words I miss dot dot dot on it.)
Class outing this friday. I don't care. It's going to happen. I am going to watch Sherlock Holmes. Jude Law is the bombzz.
I swear I will start work tomorrow - TOTO, here I come. I need a to-do list. But the first thing I'll do is buy correction fluid.
Today's accomplishment is zero.
I feel like rewatching all 5 episodes of TBL, even though I'll be the only madhatter watching it thrice, I don't care, Nico Tortorella is hot.
Tuesday, 05 January 2010
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I sleep for 12 hours everyday. I wonder how I am going to survive school days and waking up early. OMG Today I shall officially start on homework. After so many weeks of not using my brain. This is challenging, it is going to be. My table is still a mess. Again. After 2 days. I want a double-sided printer.
I will go attempt the stupid math thing. &Be back at night to watch Make It Or Break It. &I smell chicken wings. Anyone game for Sherlock Holmes?
Monday, 04 January 2010
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WHY ARE ALL THE SHOWS I AM WATCHING GOING ON MID-SEASON BREAKS?
Yes, all four. -
When it's fate.
I still haven't eaten the two sweets Kai Xin gave to me in China. I don't think I'll ever. &I still miss them a lot. &I know that everytime I post something on my xanga, I'll say something along that line. But I can't help it. Still apologetic anyway. &Browsing all the photos and videos yesterday really hit the nerve. Especially the crying video. I can't believe I almost cried watching it again. By the way, The Vampire Diaries is not as nice as TBL, Yilin, it's far too scary for me and why aren't the people inside hot at all?! I mean, after I watched Nico Tortorella (squeal much) in The Beautiful Life, I don't think anyone is as hot. Haha, like bye Orlando Bloom. Hahaha.So, after splurgefest yesterday, I still need to get my shorts. &Of course I still must go lose some weight. Because I realised that I look horridly fat in my Marc Jacobs jeans. (I know, I love my sister too.)
&What was that about not having an occasion to wear that dress to? All that fussing. Geez, I'm such a worrywort. Fret not, my subconcious self, I now have an event to wear the dress to. Call it fate. Happiness much?
&Talking about weight loss, all I have done this holiday is anything but taking measures to lose the fat.
But I look forward to training (I can't believe I am saying this) so that I can like, not balloon. Ainslie can be my motivation.
Last night I had a rather amusing dream. I have no idea why I can remember my dreams. But this one was really interesting. Must tell Kelly.
edit.
I've been watching The Vampire Diaries the entire day today. Bravo to me. Hahahaha. I know I am really supposed to start my very light revision. But my mood forbids. &Besides, I am too distracted by TVD. Although there are no hot people, the storyline gets really interesting. Oh, the brother of Elena owns like all the vampires plz. Haha. &I have been pigging out on pejoy. &Oh started on my Plain Notebook Moleskine today. Awesome much. I love Moleskine. I have just finished up all 240 pages of my lined one. Been using it since late 2006. It lasts forever please. It'd better, actually, because it costs a bomb too. My $37 notebook/diary/thought translator. Heh.
But it's really worth it, the binding and the pockets are really durable. Plus it looks so good and simple. Black leather. Woooo. I'm jabbering again. But I feel really good after writing in it everytime. It's not quite the same as with a post on Xanga. It's a different kind of relief, a different kind or subtle happiness. &Reading posts from the past just make me laugh at myself. Haha. Just nice - new year, new diary. Yay.
XXX_,
Su
P.S. I really need self-control. -
Splurgefest #2
Yilin everytime we go shopping together, we spend a hell lot. Hahaha, but it was so awesome. I really like the dresssssssss. Squealzz. So another splurgefest and feeling broke. Grah.
OMG I received the DVD. OMG All the photos. Once again. Nostalgia. OMG. China. Deng Leiiiii. Kai Xin and Wen Jieeee. OMG THEY ARE DAMN CUTE LUH!!! I really miss the kids like mad. Especially the DKW. Haha.
SHOPPING IS VERY SATISFYING.
I need to have more outings now. So I can wear all the clothes that I bought
I WANT TO BUY MY SHORTS.
xxx
Sunday, 03 January 2010
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Plan failed
I was supposed to be up at 10, pack my table by 12, start revision by 2 and go out of the house by 4. Plan failed. You know why? I woke up at 1. I really need to pack my table. &Do homework. Curses.
I shall pack my table today. I promise. Before I go out to meet Yilin. I must must pack my table. I hate the procrastinator in me. &I just realised I cannot revise Physics because all of my notes are with my tutorials which are with Mr Lee. HAHAHAHAHHA. Grrrreat. But heck, all the revision I'll be doing is light revision. &Of course the stupid math project.
So I drew a plan for my table! It's going to be clearrrrr except for lappie and hard drive and my music and this v nice box which is basically for nonsense and miscellaneous stuff which have no categories. &Also I have to pack my shelves. Because they are full of things I don't use. &I seriously need to reorganise all my accessories. They are all over the place!
Yesterday Nicole talked to me online. &We once again talked about Sichuan. I wonder if we will ever be rid of that feeling of reminiscence and nostalgia. I miss my Kai Xin & Wen Jie and Deng Lei, although Kelly thinks he is not cute at all. I swear he is. Nicole thinks he is too, although she likes her Shi Wei more.
Yesterday I also did a To-Buy list (I know I make alot of lists.) for the new academic year. New school bag, because Miss Gap Denim is too heavy on her own. By the time I finish this post, it's going to be 3. But I aim for 2.30pm. Pack by 3.30pm and be happy. I believe I'll be super delighted at myself should my table end up to be really clean. (Although I know that in one weeks' time it'd be horridly in hurricane state again.)
Oh well.
XXX_,
Su.
Saturday, 02 January 2010
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A long to-buy list, but where is the time. &The money.
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